An overwheling time

too large of a bed
too large of beers had alone, sitting at the bar with googly eyed men pretending I was single. When all I wanted was you, here.

I wonder sometimes, what it's like to be on the other side.

but instead, I see that I am where I am. I am happy with that. For the first time in a long time.

I just hate the very minute that I'm in right now.

God I miss you.